When there are life storms bringing you pains so overwhelming that you just want to vanish for some time, the line "EVERYTHING WILL BE OK" even if it is just a post, means really a lot. In this pandemic-hammered period, the average normal life span of 65 years old is no longer true. Many lives even of those in younger generations were claimed by COVID-19. Sometimes anxiety attacks and depression hit me hard. But I have such a big faith in our merciful God that no matter what happens, He is true to His promise. Every single day of being alive is a big miracle for me, knowing my situation. I want to believe that I still have a mission to accomplish. I have support of some family members and close friends that keep me going. My 54-year old husband and 10-day old granddaughter died last year when COVID-19 was at its peak. I could not fly home. The loss of loved ones can be very devastating. Time heals. For how long, I do not know. In the last quarter of 2020, I was supposed to